meh!!!!

i think i have to change my name..

to Chong Feet Hurt.

luckily there's still a smile on my face :)

coz i learnt and still am learning so much from this clinical session..

i feel like i achieved sumthing /stands proud..

still tired though.

the balls of my feet sudah boleh makan coz they look so pink.

like the core of a medium well steak.

and when i walk i cant put pressure on my toes anymore..

its so painful!!!

everytime i tilt my heels to put my foot forward, the pressure goes to my toes right,

and its like STRETCHING whatever tissues are left of them and then i get geli coz the thought of any part of my body leaving me sounds appalling. =.=

ask my friends or people who crack their knuckles in front of me..

i freeze on the spot until u finish..

or i get amazed by the sound or the very action itself.

and and and.

we all do it to our toes as well right..

the big toe goes over the 2nd toe and craack!

can u make the 2nd one crack ur big toe?

i know one sole person who can do it.

and i miss him very much x)

okay im getting sleepy aredi..

always around this time, my body would tell me i should go catch Zs..

sad i know. its worse than school time wtf.

sigh. at least i had a satisfactory dinner of mee and eggs.. :D

i miss eating 3-quarter boiled eggs..

you know....

like half boiled but left longer..

then the eggs is aaaalllmooossst solid but not quite..

then if u cut the wonderful yellow almost orange yolk in half the liquid part still slowly flow out from the soft soft center.

and then for 2 eggs add 1.5 teaspoons of light soy sauce and 2 shakes of pepper and

OMG. heaven.

sigh. i love eggs.

er. fun meh?

even as i type this my eyes aredi closing...

and this is just the 1st daayyy... Dx

meh maybe i'll get used to it.. but its gonna be awhile..

my days now consist of driving walking walking walking driving sleep.

and doing the whole thing again..

i learned alot today though! :D

the batch of radiographers in Hospital Pulau Pinang are really fun people..

who said my killer heels are sexy wtf.

no more sexy shoes for mmeeeeee!!!!

too much pain. enough said.

anyway i got quite a few pictures la..

but....

i left them in my lab coat.

i lazy to take..

then i sleepy aredi now.

so nitenite.

imma go smooch boyfriend till i fall asleep :D

PrePosting Days

I'M DARN EXCITED!

tonight will be my last night of sleeping in this room until my posting month is over!!~~

i shall miss this room..

it's like home, really..

because it's comfortable and aircon-y and heater-y and everything's in a place.

plus its like a single room coz my roomie's not around most of the time..

oh well.

anyway i'm all packed and ready to go!!

my luggage kinda heavy larrr...

*prods books

was thinking of not bringing them.. but then even my lec said must bring.

especially Anatomy wtf.

and Procedures. the heaviest.

thats y lah! want glossy magazinepaper-y books for wat?!

so heavy sumor nvm.. under the light must read at a certain angle wan =.=

okay nvm.

anyway i will be going back on Sunday with Moon~

and then at night sleep at 9pm FML.

coz the next day needa get up super early around 5.30?

T-T

maybe posting's not so exciting after all...

and then and then this morning a bunch of my classmates and I went down to the lab right,

and then we attempted to do a full xray procedure..

position, shoot and develop..

:DD

syokness.

we took 3 shots..

the hand, elbow and foot..

using phantoms lah of course.. MsNurul who supervised us said she wont take any responsibility if we really did an xray on sth living..

"never do it in front of me" said she.

meilin... :D

can borrow ur turtle ar..? :DD

wait i just remembered we took 4 wtf.

andrew sabotaged one of it because while the film was gonna be developed he went and open the cover of the machine wtf.

then the film turned purple under exposure.. =.=

FAIL.

anyway it was such fun to actually do an actual procedure..

we were giggling and laughing away though.

imagine about 7 of us in white lab coats tap-tapping in heels all around the lab while giggling, making jokes wtf.
oh ya excluding Andrew who is obviously a gay guy.

the other day MrYoga said NEVER GIGGLE coz it shows unprofessionalism FML.
noowwww what am i supposed to do. =.=
i can never suppress  a giggle wtf.
i remember holding a laugh in for a full 5 minutes and then i just haad to burst out laughing while boyfriend carried on with his computer game.

oh and also never stand around..
his solution is pretty simple.

ACT BUSY.

he went on to give us examples on how to do it.. =.=
like opening and closing drawers.. look at notice boards.. check the patients' log books..
aiya the point is not to look bored.

MissNurul was cool about us frolicking around so i guess she understands the excitement of taking that first ever shot.

i'm not a virgin radiographer anymore coz i shot one!! :DD happy die.

i couldnt believe it though coz i thought it would be like sum flashing light but then it turned out to be a small "click" and "teet" and then done. wtf.

my friend even had to told me "ya okay aredi." then only i let go of the shoot button..

=.=

but the elbow i positioned was wrong lah coz no support-sponge to do a true Anterio-Posterior shot.

and then right MissNurul told us that the phantoms we were using contains real human bones in their respective plastic moulds.

and all of us went eeewuuurrgghhh~ but then got excited anyway.

anyway back to the procedure.. actually we did so many times because we wanted to ID the film correctly..

since there were so many of us and we were supposed to do everything singlehandedly,

nobody remembered which side is the ID box we made wtf.

but then in a real hospital the IDing is done by machines so no worries :)

and now jess is jealous of us coz we got to shoot at sumthing rather than thin air..

BWAHAHAHAHA

u'll get ur turn lah :)

heck maybe in the future u'd get so bored of it u dont want to shoot anymore.

so that's my preposting excitement.

i shall go sleep now :)

Of growing up in Style

sigh.

these are the times when i sit down..

and think about how life has passed me by..

and then eventually i'll get to thinking about my birthday next year..

and how i'm gonna be 21..

being 21 holds no significant meaning for me..

people say it marks the unlocking of freedom.. blablabla.

i doubt i can break free completely.

im not sure if i wanna grow up oso! *pout

maybe these can change my mind...

if i have a daughter i'd get her a Tiffany key wtf.

actually i went there coz i was browsing browsing thru facebook kan..

then saw this friend of mine..

and then she got pictures of her boyfriend and her together and they have this pair of rings..

so i squinted at them and cheh.

yes la i know la i sound like a sour green slimy monster with seven horns coz im jealous like that.

sigh.

anyway i gotta get to packing my one month's worth of stuff because i'm going back home!! :D

supposed to drive each day to posting and back...

then can eat home and save money heh.

im pretty excited!! i dunno the way though.. and i call myself a penangite. tsk.

anyhoooo.

i just remembered a Murphy's law from boyfriend's ipod that goes :

"if everything has never been better, u've overlooked something."

crap man.

i really need this chance.

oh well till the next time i post :)

Nothing special..?

today nth special.

except i missed out on the x-ray marker needed for clinical training.. T.T

and then they all got sold out. yucky colours and all wtf.

nvm.

oh and today i spent less than RM5 wtf dun ask me how i did it.

its coz i ony eat a meal a day :D

a healthy-just-enuff plate of sumthing and i din even buy water.

i am so proud of myself.. considering i spent about RM150 in the last weekend. tsk tsk.

gah i have so much flabs in all the hidden areas im starting to lose my curves wtf.

i think i can call my abdomen an udder now. =.=

anyway about the clinical training its gonna start on the 16th!!

so penang here i come~

next thursday got uniform inspection...

jor. im so excited actually..

just praaayyy i dun make such a big mess outta myself.. :(

or end up being late every single day wtf.

anyway meilin's coming to kl this weekend!!

i hope she keeps to her word and wanna meet up..

and then next weekend my parents are coming down to bring their precious princess home~

:D

oh and also sumthing in the form of sumthing white and wonderful.wtf

=.=

if not for the white and wonderful sumthing i might even have to lug my luggage around in pudu omg.

okay y din any1 tell me digi got 3G wtf???!!

i had to find out from my sis just now and then she say i lame :(:(

so i videocalled her coz i still got balance from the postpaid plan and then my dad saw me and then he was like

"dunno how to use skype arrr???!!!!"

=.=

my dad. uses skype more often than i do.

anyywwaaaayyy i looked like crap and my hair very geli so imma go bathe now muahahha.

byebye!~

EDITED :

NO WATER FML.

bored bored.

when trying to avoid homework...

when i got too bored waiting for lunch..

it means shark eat vian "nom nom nom!!" :D

yup that little msg cost me much more than my lunch.

said lunch was subway btw..

omg.

cookie cravings.

FIGHT IT!

just now i discovered the ChupaChups website lol so CUTE OMG.

sigh.

i got tired from flooding boyfriend's msn window coz of the excitement just now..

so tired i think i needa go sleep soon.. heh.

still got work to do... :(

OMG did u know ChupaChups have this product right,

its like a pen.. with built in radio and speakers.. AND a place to hold a lolli.

fucking convenient right!

who wouldnt want some candy just to make a study session a happier occasion?

:D

it makes me feel like walking downstairs to get a lolli and tie it to my pen.

in hopes of actually focusing on my work =.=

sod the radio lah i dun need that.. i need only the lollie holder wtf.

here it is ! :D

meh.

anyway i seriously gotta go do my work already lah.

so see ya!!

Month Fourteen

It's the first again! :D

okay we went sumwhere sumwhere blabla.

we had a good food [as usual] it was very enjoyable blabla

we should be together until the end of time blabla.

thanks to him im a better person blabla.

I LOVE YOU Boyfriend! :D

mmmmwak!

Bitches

we're all it.. but we're all different.

of course it's not the same!

one is the good kind of bitch like me who bitch about the other kind of bitches.

another is the kind of bitch i bitch about.

oh. they also deserve two big rolls of toilet paper stuck in their mouth because they are loud, all that comes out of their mouth is equivalent if not yuckier than faeces, and their mouths are so big im not kidding about the TWO rolls.

it's easy to spot who is what kind of bitch.

just snap a picture when there's an argument.

usually there are sure two sides of a story for an argument right?

well in the picture all u can see is the good person.

u cant see the bitch because she goes all wobbly yelling at the top of her lungs, hence the blurring of herself and finally when she notices the good person just standing there waiting for her to calm down so she can listen to some sense, she storms outta the room.

because she knows she cant win.

and anger is one perfect excuse to run to the toilet and hide.

now what?

go home lo. no show aredi.

or u can come out of the room slowly just to see her flailing her arms in a very ungodly helicopter style on the way to her little hole of solitude..

if u come out just in time for her to glance back u can even watch her spread her legs and jab the air with her finger at u with an expression that would make the world's ugliest dog look beautiful.

and all u need to do is raise one eyebrow and she would later bring the whole toilet down.

i mean have u seen one?

wow. did u see how many claws the second one has???!!!

omg. wtf. geli. OMG. *faints

[hahahahaha every time i scroll down i had to add one word. xD]

by the way they both got awards okay.

so congratulations to them! wouldnt wanna give them a congratulatory hug though. *cringe

anywwaayyyy..... no need to get all worked up because of her lah..

just treat her as a sorry case of a lost cause.. the thing about a lost cause is that at first u'll get angry. so angry u wanna hit her. and then u pity her because she's got no moves.

believe me she will hit u back with one thing u hate and then keeps on repeating it until finally u urself oso immune to it and she's left with nothing..

and then u let her slowly sink into oblivion remembering u for the day u showed everyone her real face.

now tell me that isnt satisfying! nyeheheh.

if not then she'll come apologizing to u saying she wont repeat her mistakes.

=.=

that wan abit tricky to handle..

but a rotten aple remains a rotten apple even if you take out the worms.

anyway i am ready for the weekend!!

it is halloween~ ~ ~

meilin's coming to kl next weekend..

i asked her y not come THIS WEEKEND? dun u wanna say HALLO to me?

she got it a few hours later wtf.

then i went and tried it with reeseybabe.

she oso dun geddit. wtf wtf.

in case YOU oso dun geddit.

i meant that if u do as i tell u to and say HALLO to me this saturday, u'd go

"HALLO,WEEN!!!"

as in halloween. geddit?

tsk.

anyway might catch a movie tonight with boyfriend..

so for now i shall go see my fishies in HappyAquarium!! :D

Ka-ching~!

i spent Rm5.20 today! :D

this is a huge accomplishment considering i'm already on November's pocket money. =.=
and then right.
i got an advice from a friend who eats RM1 meals..
seriously! she brought her plate to the table and then as usual we asked how much they charged..
and my friend replied RM1. wtf.

but then her plate consists of one type of veggie and abit of rice.
which works well for me actually if i eat two meals a day.
gosh. i then sat thinking while i ate, about how i usually pile my plate with at least 3 types of sides minus the rice..
i mean egg, meat, veggie or sth fried.. sumtimes i colour coordinate them..
the sides must be in 3 dfrent colours..
because i read sumwhere that the easiest to make sure ur meal is balanced is by taking them according to the rainbow~
i thought the author is a genius. xD
and then it doesnt help that i have expensive taste sumtimes sumor. must have fish means must have fish.
and one fish is RM2 fml.

but then not that im complaining.. watching my wallet means watching wat i eat..
hopefully i can lose off watever i dun need..
sigh.

how to go shopping next month? *wails
sorry lah vian.. ur shoes will have to wait.
[p/s remind me about ur white ones this sunday..!]

anyway its a pretty boring day.. i asked my cousin out to yumcha but she's sickk. :(
so im left with no one to talk to coz everybody's busy except for me.
unless i know about hindi stars and movies and if i sing hindi songs..
oh speaking about that. remember my bangles??
oh crap. i din post it up. wtf.
anyway its a very indianish bangle i still love very much.. and then my roomie came and saw them she was like

" *hindi hindi hindi*??!!!" to her friend then the reply was
" *hindi hindi hindi*!!!"

and then they turned and asked me if the bangles are mine then i said ha.
woot. for a moment there i feel abit un-racist..
i mean.. not like im a hardcore racist or watever just dun try me can adi.
see. girls how oso sure can bond with each other wan. :)

anyway about money..
i wish i have the time and commitment for a part time job..
sum of my friends are working at the next door KFC outlet nightshift..
sorta envy them because they now have their better-than-nothing but sumwhat steady stream of income..
whilst i still sit here and fret about what im gonna eat tmrw.
gosh. im talking like i have RM50 to spend on November lidat. xD

OMG NOVEMBER.
my clinical starts at abot 16th November so i'll be back in penang for a month..
it sounds good to be going back.. except i cant roll boyfriend up like i do my towel and carry him everywhere x)
and he'll have to wash his car without me :(

aiya anyway im straying off topic here aredi lah.
i shud go find sum random book to bury my head in.
byebye!

Pets and Cons.

HeiHei has moved on..
[23 October 2009]



this is her being a proud mommie!!



and then realising being a mommie is hard work =.=



omg whats this?
i just realised the dates on the pictures are a week apart.. and the puppies grew so huge adi omg.
anyway heihei left us because a snake bit her..
but her son avenged her death by snapping the snake into half.
yup i wasnt there...so i didnt see the pain Heihei's been through..

i guess its better this way..
because i'll always remember her being the very naughty bundle of black as a puppy..
and a very sayangable big dog x)
she made me realise big black dogs arent all nightmares and dogbites.
i used to get agitated and wide-eyed and weak-kneed at the sight of big black dogs that drool..
but i can approach any big dog easily now.. if i have to..

did i ever tell u that i am absolutely terrified of dogs until Penny my Dalmatian?
it took sum time to get used to her in my life.. but after a couple of weeks i found myself going to her to talk about absolutely everything i can think about and she'd just let me..
and from then on i found a friend..

and then after that was Pippy Penny's daughter.. the super lovable dog that hugs me everytime im outside..
minus Sasha[boyfriend's golden retriever] coz she just wants to hump me =.=
there were a few evenings when everyone would be napping and i'd go out on the porch just to see Pippy and she'd be happy to see me and then we'd sit down for hours with her head on my lap and she naps just like that.. and then i'd count her spots.
she was so special to me it can never be fully understood..
and to this day.. remembering her still makes me cry because i never got to say goodbye..

and sumhow it just makes me so angry at her for leaving me like that.
and then i cried in the kitchen staring at her body.
i cried in the car.
i cried in school.
and when i came back home and there wasnt Pippy to hug me i cried again in my room.

i guess that's when i tried not to be so attached.
maybe that's y my pets keep dying on me omg.
the other day boyfriend and i went to SunwayPyramid and then we went to this petshop to get doggy biscuits for Sasha... and then we saw turtles!!
they were like all over in the tank and then i impulsedly wanted to get one.. or two.. and i pestered boyfriend the whole day to get me turtles but then he very strongly said no.

=.=

no fun.

but i guess he has a point.. with me always busy and moving here and there it's pretty difficult to keep a pet.
more so a Sugar Glider.





THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG.
and they dont bite. =.=
im tired of having to wear gloves to touch hamsters all the time because they bite.
anyway thats kinda a long shot because they cost a nuke which i dun have at the moment.
and they want interaction all the time hence the clinging on the lady's thumb..
which is a plus point coz if u wanna squeeze them they actually let u do it.. and like it~
:D

can i ohpleaseohpleaseohpleasedaddypleeaaassseeeee?
i dun ask for DSLRs or whatever nonsense my sis asks for /sticks tongue out at sis
i just ask for a little extra love... :D




fine. having boyfriend as a boyfriend is enough. mwamwak. hee




anyway back to Heihei..
im sure she'd rest in peace.. because the sodding snake is in hell as of this moment.
she was cremated on the evening of the day she left us..
cremated is a very serious word right?
i got to know the impact of that word the hard way in TGI Fridays.

i got vivian's msg.. and then proceeded to eat my Fried Mozarella..
and then before i could help it tears started welling up in my eyes until i couldnt stand it anymore then i buried my face in the napkin..
and then when i looked up boyfriend was staring at me..
=.=

people would've thought we fought or sumthing coz it was obvious i cried because my face was in the napkin when the JDsteak arrived and i din even flinch.
and then after that they wouldve think its weirder that i just switch back to normal mode and shared the steak and even swapped forks so he could cut more and i could eat..
then i had to feed Sasha...... and then played abit with her which reminded me abit of Heihei then i almost cried again but boyfriend came out so i sucked it all in..
wasnt hard to smile again though..
so sayang that boyfriend of mine. x)

anywaayyy it is time for me to sleep.
i still need a camera wtf.